Further Reflections on Sisyphus
Reading Camus’ story of the Myth of Sisyphus was very interesting to me. My initial reaction was similar to Dawn Eve’s, because surely a man doomed to forever fail at a simple task over and over again is not happy. However, when I got to the line, “His rock is his thing,” I stopped, and my whole impression of Camus’ story changed. It seems a component of the human condition to forever be searching for our thing. What am I good at, who am I to other people, what is my future, what is my thing? Sisyphus is in a unique position to know unquestioningly what his thing is. There’s a certain amount of comfort in that. He doesn’t have to worry about anything else. He doesn’t have to worry that tomorrow maybe he’ll get fired from his job and let down his family, or that he’ll accidentally trip and break his arm, or that he’ll fail a class and get kicked out of college. All he has to do is try to push a rock up a hill, and it doesn’t matter if he fails or succeeds, because that’s all he needs to do. It’s his thing. “His fate belongs to him.”
Alternatively, I’m currently reading Lucretius’ On the Nature of Things, and before he tells his reader that they shouldn’t fear death, he says it’s partly because there is no hell in afterlife, but rather, hell is a condition of living. He seems to hint that the truth of Sisyphus is not that there is a man in Tartarus forever rolling a rock up a hill, but that in hell in real life, there are people who forever attempt to attain something, but other people push down against them, preventing them from accomplishing their goals. Lucretius specifically refers to attempting to gain political power, but I think it could be applied more broadly.